AND another thing...
Jun. 8th, 2009 01:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
billmaxwellIn the past couple of years, I've used writing (fanfic in particular, but original as well) as kind of a morphine for the soul.
Lately I can't get my fix. I'm not sure if my creative juices are running dry, or if my enchantment with fandom just can't feed itself anymore. When I even think about the lovely euphoria that writing used to give me, it makes me want to hurt myself.
I miss it, and I want it back, because it made everything else more bearable.
Mainly, I just want to be able to write. If I lose that, too, I don't know what I will do.
Lately I can't get my fix. I'm not sure if my creative juices are running dry, or if my enchantment with fandom just can't feed itself anymore. When I even think about the lovely euphoria that writing used to give me, it makes me want to hurt myself.
I miss it, and I want it back, because it made everything else more bearable.
Mainly, I just want to be able to write. If I lose that, too, I don't know what I will do.
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Date: 2009-06-08 09:07 pm (UTC)